
“I don’t wanna get up and put on clothes and go downstairs and feed myself.” “You need to eat. Get up.” “I’ll just starve. I could stand to lose the weight. Chronic fatass, you know.” “That’s not the way to accomplish it, and you know it.” “I have no friends. Everybody has forgotten about me, [...]
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Optimistic as I was about getting an English teaching job, and being able to stay in Germany, it just didn’t happen. I realized the futility of the situation about a week after writing the super-enthusiastic “I can DO this!” post. We are returning to the US tomorrow. I will miss Köln terribly, as I have fallen in love with it, HARD.
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